T1W7 Trust

After what happened, I never trust anyone again. It was only keeping in touch with CY and getting caught in between the gangs. Their words were often fallacious. It was usally due to the fact that they wanted me to 'support' them. They would concoct a plan to subterfuge me into believing that what they say are true. I felt stupid for being so guilable. They had a reason to exult, for they had hurt me deeply. The feeling of watching me feel sad. It must have been enjoyable to them. It makes me feel more isolated. At times, I do not feel like part of the class. After I graduated, I was so glad that I would be at a place where no one can harm me. But I was arong again...